time for a post.
k, i'm not anti-anything. i'm only anti you know....discrimination...murder....rape.....all that kind of stuff. i let people live how they like without judging. i have a lot of friends who drink and stuff and it's fine! but tonight i couldn't take it anymore. one of my best guy friends who usually doesn't drink (he hadn't since junior high until the umm...football game..) decided to get tipsy. then he tried to make out with me and he wouldn't stop trying. eiojei;ofoijgf. i didn't appreciate it. then i went home and got a few drunk texts and calls from a couple different people. and when i stopped answering...voice mails. tonight it is too much.
so there is that. then i have my other friends. the ones that have never tried alcohol or done drugs. they get to be too much too. because of their lack of understanding. i feel like some of my friends don't get real life. i dunno, i can't explain. i love my best friends. the girls who are pure as far as drugs, alcohol and sex goes. none of my best girl friends do any of that kind of stuff. i'm proud of them, regardless of how they make me want to pull my hair out sometimes.
my best guy friends on the other hand.... even the ones who are "above the influence" are so into hooking up and all of that fun stuff! again, it's their lives and i don't mind normally.
the point is i want to find someone who is just letting other people live...but not falling into the bad stuff themselves. the only people i know who are like that are so self righteous and they just seriously bash on everyone else. wait scratch that.. the only GUYS. i know a few awesome girls who are on my boat. my night has been so UGHGHGHGH.
and these are the thoughts that sprouted from it.
