i come home feeling like this. like um.... my life is hopeless. i'm so lonely. my ex boyfriends from when i was five in junior high are awful. half the people i know think lies about me. all i am is judged. it's hard handling certain things on your own. and i am entirely on my own. i'm like the girl in beetle juice when she's writing her suicide letter thats how cool i am! and what sucks is when people get like me they do things to make them feel better. i personally am not a self destructive person. so i can run.... but that high lasts about ten minutes after i'm done. i can try and pretend like things will get better. i do that every morning. i wake up like yeah life rools! at the end of the day i'm like..
effffffff.