Remember when I used to spend at the least $85 dollars per hair cut? And when I was either frying my skin for a hundred dollars a month or bronzing it once a week for $30? Remember when I had to buy gas at least once a week and my tank was always running low? Isn't it crazy how I had a job but I never had enough money? First of all, I like my look twice as much as I did when I was a blonde and neither my skin nor my hair are suffering daily. I am so happy to know what my natural hair color is. It makes me feel super Scottish, which I am. Green eyes, freckles, and light brown hair with that tint of red. I might not have a lot of money but somehow I have everything I need and more. A job will come, I just have to keep trying. But right now nothing is wrong. I have an abundance of everything. I have the things I need, people who love me, and am receiving a wonderful education right across the street.