I Am Lucky

I want to say it, and I don't know where else to say it. I am so lucky to have Ryan. He is the greatest part of my life. We get along so well. He is everything I could ask for and more. These last two months away from him have been a huge kicker and assurance of my feelings for him. These last three days together have been like a dream....yeah that's cheesy. I don't know how else to put it though. I wish there wasn't such a time crunch with us, but I am so grateful for the time we do have. Sometimes it's hard to believe that he is actually mine.. after everything that happened with us in the past I never would have expected this. That is one reason why the future scares me. You cannot predict what is going to happen...but as long as I stay on the path I want to be on I know it will work out the way it is supposed to. What we have is really awesome so I'm going to make it stick.