well,
i'm over what no one else seems to be. i'm into being clean like as in healthy and pure. i guess that isn't fun for others. i believe in living and being free, make choices and be happy. but if you aren't happy, change what you're doing. everything is just making me sick. i am actually happy when i'm being clean and productive. living fresh. snow boarding and running are all that i'm putting on my agenda.
i would love to be able to catch the next plane to Switzerland, France, or England. i really need a culture shock. i need to breath new air. i realize how things are in this valley. i love the people here and i love the mountains. i just can't wait until senior trip. i'll be in London feeling like i'm alive. that's the plan anyway. i'll go alone, i don't care. i'm not sure why i am posting such a personal train of thoughts, but really i just need to get it on a screen to read to myself. as far as i can see, i'm not comfortable where i am. and i'm really searching for that comfort.