What I Miss

I need to hurry and blog this while I feel it sharply.

I don't miss high school. I would never want to go back. But I have an ache in my stomach for all the memories and friends that were once a part of the daily life. It's so different now. Reuniting with old friends is fun but it will never be the same as it was when we were little tikes. I miss my friends, our sleepovers and talks about life, boys and Harry potter. I miss haileys bug. I miss breakfast at Sarah's. I miss me and Alyx almost hating each other because we had to be together everyday. I miss meeting up with the guys. I miss staying out all night torturing myself with tiredness just so I could stay with the group. I miss all the mistakes I made. I miss how annoying we all were. I miss my expressiveness.

 I miss sitting on the edge of the bed I am in now taunting Ryan that I would touch his computer screen and get finger prints on it. I miss him showing me music and then watching a favorite movie with him. I miss our trips to ikea and the concerts we went to. I miss our talks. I miss hurting for him because I could never have him. All of this in high school before we ever even hit the surface of our relationship.

 I miss how big everything felt.

Summer List

Halfway Through the Summer

Olympus
Timp
Work out everyday
Be healthy
Bryce Canyon
Seattle
Skydive
Yoga once a week
Mountain bike weekends
Camp
Concerts
Make new friends
Lots of packages and letters for Ryan

Whether I go to Puerto Rico this year or not..

The Hobit comes out December 14th which means I get to view it from London.
Now there is something to look forward to.

I have felt itchy and slightly lost lately. I want travel, I want beautiful things. Things that are all so expensive and out of my grasp. I have been trying to control the uncontrollable. Instead, I think I will go to the library and embrace this gray day.

Truth

Stole from tumblr.

Simple truth.

And every day reminder.

What Do You Know

Looks like I have a missionary now..

And I sure do love him! It's time to send lots of letters and goodies! 

My Dad

My Dad....

Is an incredible man. He has been the perfect dad my entire life and the older I get the more I learn from him every day! He is teaching me to be able to be independent step by step and I am so grateful. He taught me the fun stuff like how to mountain bike (and ride a bike in the first place) and snowboard. He also taught me things like how to clean and be responsible. He has taught me the importance of getting an education, he bought me my first car, he gave me all my favorite birthday and Christmas presents and he has shown me all the support I need when I am going through hard times. Without him I honestly don't know what I would do. I love you Dad! ......As if he reads my blog haha

Love

I love him and he loves me. 
(He doesn't like pictures though...)