He needs his own post...

Alas,
The forgotten shelf has been placed

I’m in love alright with my crazy beautiful life
guess it worked out, 
(This song makes me happy)
But I'm waiting for my Liz Phair moment.
I want my breath to be taken away..
My Sixpence None the Richer moment.
like beside the green green grass.
Here is the milky twilight..
Where is the boy?
I want to be accidentally in love.
Right now... Keri Hilson says it all.
I'm so very fly, oh my, it's a little bit scary<333

Someone shoot me. I won't die because my cold won't let me do anything I want to do. As a result of my condition, I will type the snippets of thoughts I have tonight. I can't sleep because I can't breath. And as much as I love not being able to hear, taste, or talk.....I am drowning in my own self pity. Some nights I just think of awesome things I have the capacity to do, but I don't turn them into reality. Tonight it was because I had work and am sick. I'll save the day dream for another day. One thing that has definitely been taking over my brain is the question of why some people cannot be single for more than a week. They choose to have countless relationships and somehow get the idea that each one is the real thing. They center their lives around one person...and don't seem to get anywhere...ever. It doesn't seem healthy to me. Cycles aren't paths, they are traps. I don't find clinging to be healthy. New subject! Is it weird that I have Lights' video blogs practically memorized? It's only because I seriously enjoy some of her background music. Once again, she's the most amazing person ever. I would give anything to meet her. I don't think there's anything I wouldn't skip out on if the opportunity came. I just connected some thoughts. I've been reading about stuff like Buddhism and Taoism lately, and I have had a problem with one of the ideas in Buddhism. They say that ambition and passion is not necessary. Like you should cut out all the garbage, but that too? There is a difference between being passionate and being clingy. You know? Passion doesn't fog your mind, it inspires you. That's why, I guess, I favor Taoism. It is about balance, clarity of purpose and of mind, realization. Now that my cold is seriously starting to hurt, I think I might try to go to bed. I should note that I am grateful for my health. However much I exaggerate my state, I'm lucky to feel the way I do. Health is everything. I hope Cory is feeling okay. I can't wait until he's cured and is back to his old lifestyle.

What if.
My college roommate
Is a thief?
Has bad hygiene?
Never goes to bed?
Talks on the phone late at night?
Leaves her stuff on the floor?
Completely ignores me?
Smokes and smells strongly of that must?
Tries to murder me?
Is a raver?

.............College please be good to me.

Stressed out of my mind.
I have a work schedule to obligate
An externship to complete
U's to work off
Homework to catch up on
No gas in my car
And my parents aren't on my page
Right now I'm not at school, which was not my initial plan. I woke up ready to be there by 7:15 to work off a U. Then I remembered I didn't have gas and I forgot to ask for money from my parents. Oh my gosh, I need to be prepared in life. So luckily it's an A day, which are complete wastes of time. I'm working on my Humanities journal and hopefully I can get a ride to Dental. As long as I'm here, I'll use my time wisely. Which means I'm done blogging. Goodbye bloggg. .... .   ...

And here's an expanse on what I just wrote a few minutes ago. I am now caught up with Humanities and have a ride to Dental. After class, I am working off a U and then heading to the Rec. I will have somebody take me home where I will work on Government and read a little. I know that by June 3rd EVERYTHING I listed as my stresses will be taken care of. Everything is fine.