How Often

How often do you feel the need to recreate yourself? Or just to change something about yourself? How often do you think, "I need to be better at this and this and this.." so that you can feel happy? These thoughts cross my mind every single day. I always need to be healthier, I always need to look prettier, I always need to act happier and I always need to try something new. Wanting to improve is a healthy notion, but it can be weary. I am often impatient and not so good at forgiving myself when I don't succeed at my goal right away. Other people seem so content with themselves. Maybe that's because it's a personal conversation.. I'm not sure. I'm struggling. I don't hate myself, but I want so badly to be better.