Refer back to that post I made ages ago..the one about how relationships are pointless and don't try one on me? Yeah, that one. Just like that but instead of angry I am expectantly remorseful.
I want to say this while I am feeling it strongly. The things that used to make me happy do not work anymore. I am growing everyday and my environment just isn't catching up with me fast enough. So thank goodness SUU has a dorm waiting for me! I am so relieved that I will soon be gone. I love Salt Lake, but my current life is not working for me. I feel unaccomplished and bleh. There is a hole in my stomach and I would like that filled.