Best collaboration...Humanities homework and Disney music. Let me take a break from my presentation on Gods to write down some fantastic Disney song quotes; from the ones I connect with to the snarky ones I think are hilarious..
"How about a girl who's got a brain, who always speaks her mind?"
"Who you think you're kidding, he's the Earth and Heaven to you. Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through you."
"Men want girls with good taste, calm, obedient, who work fast pace. With good breeding and a tiny waste you'll being honor to us all."
"Robin Hood and Little John walkin through the forest laughin back and forth at what the other has to say. Reminisce'n this and that and havin such a good time.....oo-de-lally oo-de-lally golly what a day."
"What I love most about rivers is you can't step in the same river twice."
"Look there she goes that girl is strange no question dazed and distracted can't you tell? Never part of any crowd cause her head's up in some cloud. No denying she's a funny girl that Belle."
"I wonder, I wonder. I wonder why each little bird has a someone to sing to, sweet things to. A gay little love melody. I wonder, I wonder. If my heart keeps singing will my song go winging to someone who'll find me and bring back a love song to me.."
"I know you; I walked with you once upon a dream."
"I'm wishing I'm wishing for the one I love to find me to find me today. I'm hoping I'm hoping and I'm dreaming of the nice things the nice things he'll say he'll say."
 "Cats and rabbits would reside in fancy little houses and be dressed in shoes and hats and trousers. In a world of my own all the flowers would have very extra special powers. They would sit and talk to me for hours when I'm lonely in a world of my own."
"Think of all the joy you'll find when you leave your world behind.."
"When you wish upon a star, makes no difference who you are, anything your heart desires will come to you.."

S P R I N G

This Spring..
Definitely the best spring I have had in a very long time. I recall spring as being a lovely time of year with an uncomfortable personal life and a mad desire to break free. This year I already feel free. I feel liberated and capable. I can handle situations. Throw me a heart attack or a kid in need of changed braces. I can help. I am under control. I can sit down and study. That only took me until high school was almost over to be able to do. I can have anything I want. I have no enemies or bad  histories not handled with people. I am happy. I have the best parents I could ever ask for, the most awesome best friend, and I am absolutely twitterpated by the boy I never thought I would hug again. Once again, he is the reason for the season. But it's better this time.

The Silent Vlog

"You guys kinda know everything about me, cause I'm very obvious about it."
- Lights

I know it isn't Christmas time or Halloween season but I don't care...
Christmas time is buzzing in my skull
Will it let me be? I cannot tell
There are so many things I cannot grasp
When I think I've got it, and then at last
Through my bony fingers it does slip
Like a snowflake in a fiery grip
Something's here I'm not quite getting
Though I try, I keep forgetting
Like a memory long since past
Here in an instant, gone in a flash
What does it mean?
What does it mean?
In these little bric-a-brac
A secret's waiting to be cracked
These dolls and toys confuse me so
Confound it all, I love it though
Simple objects, nothing more
But something's hidden through a door
Though I do not have the key
Something's there I cannot see
What does it mean?
What does it mean?
What does it mean?
Hmm...
I've read these Christmas books so many times
I know the stories and I know the rhymes
I know the Christmas carols all by heart
My skull's so full, it's tearing me apart
As often as I've read them, something's wrong
So hard to put my bony finger on
Or perhaps it's really not as deep
As I've been led to think
Am I trying much too hard?
Of course! I've been too close to see
The answer's right in front of me
Right in front of me
It's simple really, very clear
Like music drifting in the air
Invisible, but everywhere
Just because I cannot see it
Doesn't mean I can't believe it
You know, I think this Christmas thing
It's not as tricky as it seems
And why should they have all the fun?
It should belong to anyone
Not anyone, in fact, but me
Why, I could make a Christmas tree
And there's no reason I can find
I couldn't handle Christmas time
I bet I could improve it too
And that's exactly what I'll do
Hee,hee,hee
Eureka! I've got it

and I'll be listening to Danny Elfman.

A Way to Have it all at Once..
I wish I knew one. It is a fact that every time something new and awesome comes into my life, something I care about fades away. WHY?! Why can't I have all my good friends, all my academics going for me, all the good times, the time to run.. all at once? Why do I have to sacrifice one relationship for another? Of course it isn't like, "K, if we're going to be friends and hang out all the time I'm going to have to end it all with this other person". It just happens. It is absolutely mind blowing the people who still walk this Earth that are dead in my life. That is not right! It drives me crazy. For example, just a few months ago I was so content with mine and Jake's relationship. He would call me with his problems or just to talk. We could just talk all the time. Then there are Brandon and Mike. We would meet up in the daytime and separate at seven the next morning. Everyday I could just drive to one of their houses and we would just do whatever. Even more recent was Brecken. We have had such good times! We were having fun; we were rebuilding our friendship. Then boom...all gone. Those are only a few examples. It happens with all of my best girl friends, who luckily always come back into my life. I embrace change but in these ways I resent it. I try to live by simplicity and contradictions like this do not promote that mindset.
Time is just not at my side sometimes. I want the days to be long enough for me to complete everything by the time the sun goes down. I want to get homework done early, do my job(s), and still have time to be with my friends. Until graduation I will have a narrow social life. I have school, work, my internship, and community service. So right now it's work and homework. I want my relationships back. I want things. I want to do things. SO many things. I want to perfect areas in my life and then keep them that way. I just want to be able to have it all at once.

How about I..save for my camera, rebuild my endurance without hurting myself, work on arm toning, look at no pointless food, improve in assisting, complete cs and this term on best terms, add spice to life, give a little more, and find the sun

and it is almost time for my summer list.. (: 

Senior Ball,
my last highschool dance.

It was lovely. I am happy to say I had the honor of attending the ball with Tanner, and have had the privilage of going to dances with most of my very best boy friends! What a learning experience these last three years have been. Three years ago I never could have imagined any of it. Now I am just extra excited for life to continue.

Because my social life is rather selective at times

The Dream:

I've always had a crush on Peter Pan. And I've always been jealous of Tiger Lilly. Peter Pan is like seriously a special story. The original...the Disney Classic that reminds me of my Nana...and Hook with Robin Williams! Second star to the right and straight on till morning. Who wouldn't go to Neverland? 

Happiness in a Morning

Happiness in a morning: