Monday, January 24, 2011
stop!
i just have to hurry and type that in this moment, everything is amazing. i'm about to finish my humanities homework so i can go to the rec. i stumbled upon the Tron soundtrack and i feel freaking fantastic because of it. ahhhh i just can't stand it; symphonic music with electronics added in is like pure heaven to me. i want to go to the grid. anyways, i love the word "rectifier". so now that i got that out of my system, onto the homework!
i just have to hurry and type that in this moment, everything is amazing. i'm about to finish my humanities homework so i can go to the rec. i stumbled upon the Tron soundtrack and i feel freaking fantastic because of it. ahhhh i just can't stand it; symphonic music with electronics added in is like pure heaven to me. i want to go to the grid. anyways, i love the word "rectifier". so now that i got that out of my system, onto the homework!
Sunday, January 16, 2011
i'll write it here since this is my safe spot.. not sure who reads this but i'm pretty sure the number is less than two. so here i go. i am in love. i'm in love with colors, design, furniture, scenic places, the movie i just watched (harry potter one [not just because i go to murray high and it's a "trending topic"]), adam young's beats....lot's of things. i really am in love with life. i just can't fill the space where being in love with a person is supposed to go. it's so frustrating. i'm seventeen. i don't need to find him. i just really freaking want to.
Monday, January 10, 2011
what i am according to what people have been calling me since sophomore year:
[the most fun thing i've ever done to waste time in class]
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzzyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba
Granola –
1. cereal made of especially rolled oats with dried fruits and nuts and honey or brown sugar
2. An adjective used to describe people who are environmentally aware (flower child , tree-hugger), open-minded, left-winged, and socially aware
Indie-
1. A pop group not affiliated with a major record company
2. Usually late teens to mid twenties. A name often used for an artistic individual who thinks, and sincerely cares about issues one wouldn't find in the mind of most adolescents. A rare breed.
Hippie-
1. a person who was raised under the ideological system that came out of the tumultuous 1960's in North America and western Europe.
2. One who possess a core belief set revolving around the values of peace and love as being essential in an increasingly globalized society, and they are oftentimes associated with non-violent anti-governmental groups.
Hipster-
1. a subculture of men and women typically in their 20's and 30's that value independent thinking, counter-culture, progressive politics, an appreciation of art and indie-rock, creativity, intelligence, and witty banter.
2. cross-applied from the 1930s Beatniks. The modern hipster is a composite of individuals with a certain bohemian life situation and lifestyle.
Bohemian-
1. a Gypsy; a member of a people with dark skin and hair who speak Romany and who traditionally live by seasonal work and fortunetelling
2. Someone who tries to live by the ideals of truth, freedom, love, and all those beautiful-sounding concepts.
3. Movement of artist and poets in late 19th century France, especially in Paris. Bohemians believed in living outside of the bourgeois (conventional, middle class) mainstream culture.
i consider myself to be an idealist, optimist, and a prospering environmentalist. and yes, Freedom, Beauty, Truth, and Love are what i live by! thank you moulin rouge
[the most fun thing i've ever done to waste time in class]
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzzyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba
Granola –
1. cereal made of especially rolled oats with dried fruits and nuts and honey or brown sugar
2. An adjective used to describe people who are environmentally aware (flower child , tree-hugger), open-minded, left-winged, and socially aware
Indie-
1. A pop group not affiliated with a major record company
2. Usually late teens to mid twenties. A name often used for an artistic individual who thinks, and sincerely cares about issues one wouldn't find in the mind of most adolescents. A rare breed.
Hippie-
1. a person who was raised under the ideological system that came out of the tumultuous 1960's in North America and western Europe.
2. One who possess a core belief set revolving around the values of peace and love as being essential in an increasingly globalized society, and they are oftentimes associated with non-violent anti-governmental groups.
Hipster-
1. a subculture of men and women typically in their 20's and 30's that value independent thinking, counter-culture, progressive politics, an appreciation of art and indie-rock, creativity, intelligence, and witty banter.
2. cross-applied from the 1930s Beatniks. The modern hipster is a composite of individuals with a certain bohemian life situation and lifestyle.
Bohemian-
1. a Gypsy; a member of a people with dark skin and hair who speak Romany and who traditionally live by seasonal work and fortunetelling
2. Someone who tries to live by the ideals of truth, freedom, love, and all those beautiful-sounding concepts.
3. Movement of artist and poets in late 19th century France, especially in Paris. Bohemians believed in living outside of the bourgeois (conventional, middle class) mainstream culture.
i consider myself to be an idealist, optimist, and a prospering environmentalist. and yes, Freedom, Beauty, Truth, and Love are what i live by! thank you moulin rouge
Sunday, January 9, 2011
tunes project clear imagery of mental aspects
the bed i imagined then poofed to three dimension
synthetic electro vibes, not lyrics
now here's to the men that begot the sounds; made them real
- me
carved or molded in a quick stop motion displaythey keep me up so i'm here on top of my bed
forming what is now, in this second, true of today
the bed i imagined then poofed to three dimension
mind vs universe is not where i amcollaboration, detoxification, absorbing my hydration
the song i've heard pens a fitted diagram
synthetic electro vibes, not lyrics
starting 500 days ago from designer skylinespiraled up and down weaving a therapeutic grid
like before a black ocean but now is a brine
now here's to the men that begot the sounds; made them real
to the music that shows me a passion and radical desirewhat silence boiled and turned to shining color?
it's heat at it's best and my element is fire
- me
Monday, January 3, 2011
i have to do this,
i need to write about my dilemma because it will help it be fixed. i have never tried to write a short story. an idea doesn't even come to mind. in creative writing i made my last short story the most shallow, depressing, unpersonalized chain of words i could come up with. i didn't even give the characters names. now as i'm sitting here thinking about what to do for this one... since i have to write an outline... a new thought came up. some of the people i admire most have written books of short stories. there are short stories that have changed my perspectives on life. they aren't a waste of time; i should give it a go. BUT WHAT TO WRITE? i've been looking at photography for inspiration, but it isn't coming. i feel oddly uncomfortable making up my own characters with souls and such.. maybe i won't give them souls. thinking of names though. it's awkward for me! i have about five hours of other homework that needs doing but i won't start until this outline is completed. can i do it? i really am going to try. no souls, short names, simple. simply mad. that's what i'll shoot for.
second topic of today:
medical terminology, dental assisting, health. this term has been rough because of my procrastination. i have learned A LOT in med term, but i am barely surviving. the only way to revive myself is by doing my ridiculous stack of health homework and studying my eyes out for my final tomorrow. i realize i am blogging instead of doing any of the things i've talked about doing but this is what organizes my mind. no more putting anything off until later. this year i am doing everything when it needs to be done. starting with this morning i am doing a good job.
i need to write about my dilemma because it will help it be fixed. i have never tried to write a short story. an idea doesn't even come to mind. in creative writing i made my last short story the most shallow, depressing, unpersonalized chain of words i could come up with. i didn't even give the characters names. now as i'm sitting here thinking about what to do for this one... since i have to write an outline... a new thought came up. some of the people i admire most have written books of short stories. there are short stories that have changed my perspectives on life. they aren't a waste of time; i should give it a go. BUT WHAT TO WRITE? i've been looking at photography for inspiration, but it isn't coming. i feel oddly uncomfortable making up my own characters with souls and such.. maybe i won't give them souls. thinking of names though. it's awkward for me! i have about five hours of other homework that needs doing but i won't start until this outline is completed. can i do it? i really am going to try. no souls, short names, simple. simply mad. that's what i'll shoot for.
second topic of today:
medical terminology, dental assisting, health. this term has been rough because of my procrastination. i have learned A LOT in med term, but i am barely surviving. the only way to revive myself is by doing my ridiculous stack of health homework and studying my eyes out for my final tomorrow. i realize i am blogging instead of doing any of the things i've talked about doing but this is what organizes my mind. no more putting anything off until later. this year i am doing everything when it needs to be done. starting with this morning i am doing a good job.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
inspirations in my life:
tim burton
henry selick
lewis carroll
lights
mitchell davis
mom and dad
various members of my extended family
tea shops
the mountains
the inside of a car looking out
ikea
well designed buildings
tea
tye dye
journals
music
reeeaally old movie clips
claymation
rain
talent
harry potter
of course that isn't all; it's just what i know are dominating button clickers in my mind. all of those things have side notes...the side notes have side notes. if i took claymation...wallace and gromit..england...british life on a rainy day....the borrowers....clocks...peter pan...alice in wonderland....old disney....my great grandparents...their old maze of a backyard....the giant footsteps...imagination....summer night adventures....tropical flower scent in the air....california driveways....laughter and my family...good food...warm beds...memories...being terrified of thunder storms....it doesn't end. inspiration is in so many things and in different ways. one thing might inspire you to create something artistic, another might inspire you to call somebody to talk. it's all different, but it's a great personal subject. inspiration is like my favorite thing
tim burton
henry selick
lewis carroll
lights
mitchell davis
mom and dad
various members of my extended family
tea shops
the mountains
the inside of a car looking out
ikea
well designed buildings
tea
tye dye
journals
music
reeeaally old movie clips
claymation
rain
talent
harry potter
of course that isn't all; it's just what i know are dominating button clickers in my mind. all of those things have side notes...the side notes have side notes. if i took claymation...wallace and gromit..england...british life on a rainy day....the borrowers....clocks...peter pan...alice in wonderland....old disney....my great grandparents...their old maze of a backyard....the giant footsteps...imagination....summer night adventures....tropical flower scent in the air....california driveways....laughter and my family...good food...warm beds...memories...being terrified of thunder storms....it doesn't end. inspiration is in so many things and in different ways. one thing might inspire you to create something artistic, another might inspire you to call somebody to talk. it's all different, but it's a great personal subject. inspiration is like my favorite thing
Saturday, January 1, 2011
2010:
my new years resolution was to run a 5k. i did! other goals included getting my hair white, and getting my license/car. i wanted to finish my room perfectly to my imagination, and i did it. i was accepted into dental assisting, and i went to every concert i was dying to. i drank all together about a gallon of soda and learned things i never thought i could keep up with, like my medical terminology. with all little things included, my year went very well in sequence to my goals.
2011:
this year i want to keep up my streak of accomplishment. i want to build my running endurance and choose which college to attend. i want to grow out my hair without killing out my pigment and just be healthy. i want to gain confidence in snowboarding, which is already happening, and not sweat drama. i want to save money. i want to reread all seven harry potter's, and get into a new hobby. i want to complete my extern-ship and high school with pride. i want to have good relationships with everyone around me and make other people smile. i want to write more poetry to expand my English vocabulary and self-enunciation. i want to stay on top of my life at every moment. a break will be good to take every now and then, but i want to leave procrastination out of my routines. i want to go on more hikes than i ever have, and buy the camera i keep stealing from my best friend and my mom. i want to give to others, and create something new. i want to have the best experiences and travel. i know as i stay true to myself, this could end up being the greatest year yet.
my new years resolution was to run a 5k. i did! other goals included getting my hair white, and getting my license/car. i wanted to finish my room perfectly to my imagination, and i did it. i was accepted into dental assisting, and i went to every concert i was dying to. i drank all together about a gallon of soda and learned things i never thought i could keep up with, like my medical terminology. with all little things included, my year went very well in sequence to my goals.
2011:
this year i want to keep up my streak of accomplishment. i want to build my running endurance and choose which college to attend. i want to grow out my hair without killing out my pigment and just be healthy. i want to gain confidence in snowboarding, which is already happening, and not sweat drama. i want to save money. i want to reread all seven harry potter's, and get into a new hobby. i want to complete my extern-ship and high school with pride. i want to have good relationships with everyone around me and make other people smile. i want to write more poetry to expand my English vocabulary and self-enunciation. i want to stay on top of my life at every moment. a break will be good to take every now and then, but i want to leave procrastination out of my routines. i want to go on more hikes than i ever have, and buy the camera i keep stealing from my best friend and my mom. i want to give to others, and create something new. i want to have the best experiences and travel. i know as i stay true to myself, this could end up being the greatest year yet.
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