WON'T BE WANTING HIM MUCH LONGER

today i am deviated from an emotional normality
to put it plainly i am love sick
the events that lead to my condition
have made me deeply agonistic
 his pseudo cognizance made him seem to be right
he would fray me with his stare
he perpetually placed me in the wrong
i, entirely aware
reality obscured by words of romance
to me he was a prize
for all girls wishing to win over the hard catch
i deeply sympathize...
ignorance was the powering trait
that guided my decisions
for days and months i made excuses
for his emotional incisions
now i'm in the bitter, gloomy part of love
temporarily regretful, but permanently stronger
i will never make the same mistakes
won't be wanting him much longer.
- me