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WON'T BE WANTING HIM MUCH LONGER

today i am deviated from an emotional normality

to put it plainly i am love sick

the events that lead to my condition

have made me deeply agonistic

 his pseudo cognizance made him seem to be right

he would fray me with his stare

he perpetually placed me in the wrong

i, entirely aware

reality obscured by words of romance

to me he was a prize

for all girls wishing to win over the hard catch

i deeply sympathize...

ignorance was the powering trait

that guided my decisions

for days and months i made excuses

for his emotional incisions

now i'm in the bitter, gloomy part of love

temporarily regretful, but permanently stronger

i will never make the same mistakes

won't be wanting him much longer.

- me  

Mountains

there is nothing like fall mountians.

and by the way i have the awesomest best friend ever. i love her! i love a lot of things. and the butterfly feeling that seemed to stop coming after i turned fourteen? now when it does, you know it's the best. i met a gorgeous boy! such a beautiful season.

i'm not in the mood to add to the complaints.. i want to tell everyone how much it doesn't matter and i don't care about their baby drama. they shouldn't either! let it go, and live with logic. logic and simplicity. i'm only interested in love and beauty now.

and i'm insanely in like. 

Childhood

when you think back to your childhood.. what feelings does it give you?

Homecoming

homecoming.

words cannot explain. i love that alyx came to see me off, and i love that me and jake were our own group. dinner at the dodo and the scenic drive down to murray were fantastic. the dance was so fun and all my friends looked beautiful. afterwards at sams house? jake made it interesting i'll just say. senior homecoming was a success.