it's time for a thought. people are so fragile. i am so fragile. it's something to think about. everyone wants worship to some extent. people like pitty and they love respect. i love respect! i want people to see me as a genuine person with standards and confidence. when i feel like that is being threatened i trip. i get angry and i try improving myself..but it doesn't work. improving only works when i go into it with a possitive outlook on myself. i have much to say but this is all my hands typed. hopefully my thoughts stay considered because i won't be reading them here.

TADA! it's white.

there was life before you and there is life after you. that is my conclusion. yeah, i just went through my old facebook account and read two and a half years worth of my life. so many friends have come and gone! and so much has changed! life before the rumors, before those people that started them, before i knew of lights or taylor lautner, before hailey megan, before even taelon! ive been so absorbed in the present/near past/very near future lately that i forgot that life outside of my time wall is/was/will be so much better. i love the things i said and the things i thought. i knew i was changing into what i am today and what i am still becoming. i have drifted from so many people it's sad.. but i've made that many more friends. i'm grateful for change and i'm grateful for my past. and im SO grateful that i get to look back on my early teenage years fondly! some of my facebook status's were classic in my own mind. like...october 3rd 2009 "my three favorite things are tea, teal, and taelon" then there are the many song lyrics, and "i love adam young!" posts. plus the spread out "im done" 's, and "life is amazing!" 's (in a variation of words). it's just insane. Of course, there are a few things that have stayed the same through the last few years: my love for harry potter, my fascination with tim burton movies, my girls sara alyx and sarah, and my amazing family.

PASSION PIT was amazing

i believe in rights. i believe in acceptance. i believe everybody should have an equal chance. i believe EVERYBODY should be able to have a family. i believe in keeping our earth clean. i believe in helping our planet and everybody on it.